I’ve recently been reflecting a lot about my life, and my mental health. And if anyone hasn’t noticed: I have very low self-worth. Struggled with it since I was a kid, and never really went away since. In fact, it wasn’t until very recently that I finally started to go on a long path towards healing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The environment I grew up, the communities I was in, my father, and lots of other factors have severely fucked me up. I often feel worthless, like a burden, like a complete failure in everything I have done, and still do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Frankly, I don’t want to feel like this anymore. I want to be able to look at my life, and feel proud of myself for who I am, and what I do. No longer worry about how other people feel about me, and just be actually happy with myself. Because I deserve to be<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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